Sooo..I just thought I’d make one more before and during because last night was the first time I looked in the mirror and really saw the change. I didn’t see someone who still had a long ways to go,I saw me and I felt comfortable with my body.
That was soon followed by smiling,laughing,a little bit of screaming and crying hysterically.
Almost 100lbs lost!,I’ve never been more proud of myself.
“GW”: healthy! :)
I was feeling really down earlier & like I had made hardly any progress so I went searching for old photos again and I must say I feel much better now!
Seems so surreal, and overwhelming.
I had no idea I was this strong,and this capable of change.It’s been a tough 11 months but the proudness I feel in myself definitively makes up for it.
I was flipping through a lot of pictures the other day and I thought this was worth posting. I’ve honestly never felt more proud of myself.
I’ve been very reluctant to show my face and I told myself I wouldn’t get my hopes up by doing this but I’ve been stuck at 170-171lbs for the past couple of weeks and I figured maybe by posting this before & during of my face I would HOPEFULLY receive some encouragement?
Because even though my clothes fit better,and the scale says 170 sometimes I still see/feel 265.
Maybe it’s because I’m wearing all black but I walked past these full body mirrors and I felt like crying x.x my legs look so…slim. Almost tempted to believe they were trick mirrors (￣^￣)ゞ